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O LEVEL'S ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRRRRRR

and has been for the past 5 days now just that i was too busy lazy to blog about it LOL.

FINALLY LIKE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR LIKE....... i don't even know how long it has been all i remember is that i studied like a stupid dog in a bloody cage for a period that felt like 899348 years. AND NOW I'M A FREE ELF.

 JINGWEN IS A FREE ELF YOU GUYS, THIS MOMENT SHALL GO DOWN IN HISTORY. 

anyways, i hope you 1996 kids who just ended their o levels are enjoying life as much as i am right now. I'm honestly feeling so alive!! Every morning when i wake up i will just smile like an idiot bc i'll remember that O's are over and that i can do whatever i want.I no longer need to set 8 alarms to wake me up when i take a nap(that used to last 30 minutes only). Although i've got a job now which is a little bit sian, BUT at least i love my job because the people there are just unbelievably nice. I FINALLY GOT MY LIFE BACK MUAHAHAHA. 

Later i'm going to watch a movie with my girlfriends, and tomorrow i'm heading out. AND THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW I'M HEADING OUT TOO. How amazing can life get? 

Oh and not to mention, i had the best night of the year at Prom '12 on 19 November. 

I wasn't my LEGIT dream prom, but i had the time of my life. My outfit and all was what i totally wanted and everyone i knew looked STUNNING/DASHING. It was an amazing night, i had a BLAST!

Just a preview photo from the prom, taken with Terry (looking sauveeee) 

The reason why i chose this photo is because Josiah looks like an ABSOLUTE CUTIE PIE in the background!!!!!!!! LOL. And also my dress looks flattering here. *flips hair* LOL. 

If you're wondering why i don't just do a full post about prom, that's because MY BLOG RAN OUT OF PICTURE MEMORY SPACE WHAT THE ACTUAL PONG RIGHT ASDLKSGJLDFKGJLDFKGJLSKDFJLD. This is BOUND to happen, because i upload shitloads of photos all the time. T.T Anyways, i'll find a way to fix it (prolly get a new blog) before i blog all about prom. Hehehehehhe watch out. :) 

xx <3

Perks of being a wallflower

Fellow Earthlings, 

You have chanced upon this piece of thesis that will convey an announcement of paramount importance and lol jk where got so formal sia. this is so difficult, to write in obnoxious english. i swear i took 5 whole minutes to write that first line. 

Anyways, went out with a bunch of people to watch Perks Of Being A Wallflower!

Namely it's Janice, Zhiyu, Weixuan, Bryan, Hongwei, Phya and Hilda. And moi, of course.

Me and Hongwei met up and travelled to Tamp MRT together, and the others were late so we had to wait like, 15 minutes. Nbd. (ASDSFDGLDFKGJSFBAHSDGGSDHAL SINGAPORE WEATHER VERY HOT KNOW) 

All that aside, we had lunch at a random Japanese fast-food "cafe" and went off to watch the 14:50 show for Perks! 

I'm not going to try to be those kinds of bloggers that will provide crazy and super in-depth reviews about the movie's plot and visuals and acting and flow etc and actually sound like legit critics, i'm just going to talk about my personal opinions.

 I guess this movie deserves a rating of..... 7.5/10 stars? I know usually people rate over 5 stars lah BUT I'M SPECIAL CANNOT MEH. 

Emma Watson and Logan Lerman looks MIGHTY fine, like seriously. Emma is just stunningly beautiful and Logan is just cute+hot+charming+everything. They look so cute together. Other than that, the movie is also filled with many "wtf moments" that will make you laugh till you cry! 

Then again, I wanna say that i've never watched a movie that has made me change my opinion of it so much because the starting and the ending is so different. SERIOUSLY, the beginning is...interesting, but as the movie proceeded to the middle, everything became really confusing because the movie was portrayed in Charlie's(Logan Lerman's) perspective, so his thoughts could get really messy and lead to many scene changes. So, when it started becoming confusing, it became boring. I was actually so ready to walk out of the cinema after the movie ended and totally be honest about how i didn't enjoy the movie thoroughly. BUT, towards the end of the movie there was this gigantic and overwhelming plot-twist that seriously made my jaw drop all the way to my knees. The movie suddenly became 100x more interesting and engaging. And towards the last 30 seconds of the movie, Charlie spoke his thoughts out loud(which were quoted from the original novel) and seriously...... it was so meaningful and overwhelming that i started to tear up really really bad. The quote made so much sense and i could really relate to it. 

"There are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs. We'll all become somebody's mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening, I am here and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. You are alive, and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you're listening to that song and that drive with the people you love most in this world. And in this moment I swear, we are infinite."

I SERIOUSLY FELT SO INSPIRED BY THAT QUOTE, I mean, we're young, I'm young. We've got so much ahead of us, I've got such a long life ahead of me and idk why but as i listened to that quote it's like i could see my entire youth in front of me and i saw more than all the tough things we go through as teenagers; i saw what being young meant to me and what working hard all these years meant to me. It's really hard to describe, but the quote really hit a spot and it was like a switch was flipped on inside my head. 

I was just purely inspired and... just in awe. Partially due to the fact that my entire opinion of that movie changed in like.. what, 30seconds at the end of the movie? LOL, but nevertheless, although the middle part of the movie was rather boring, the ending did the entire movie justice. 

LOL seems like i did write a very long and in-depth review........... 

anyways, i've just been thinking a lot lately about the past few years of my life because the stress of the o levels just kind of hit me and, aiyah i don't know how to describe it lah but it's like, after bottling up for so long and penting up all the stress from o levels, i feel that i should learn how to state my opinions properly and really be able to reflect on my life and what i'm going to do with it.

I'm 16, but i'm not going to stay sixteen forever. I don't wanna be old and grey, looking back at my young self and regretting not taking risks and all. 

Life is so diverse, don't you think? 

Anyway, just a picture of our pretty faces to lighten up the mood of this post HAHAHA. 

shamelessly ripped this off Janice's instagram. LOVE YOU JANICE <3 

xx <3 

Post O Level's written papers

Let me start by saying ........

O LEVEL'S WRITTEN PAPERS HAVE ENDED!!!!!!!!!

yeah.

I'm glad and relieved, of course. But the feeling is NOTHING like what i expected. 

You know when i was studying, i would constantly think about how much i want everything to be over. I totally thought when the last paper ended we would RUN out of the exam hall screaming and cheering and shouting and all, everybody being super happy and excited.

BUT GUESS WHAT, today when the physics paper ended, i walked out of the hall crying, literally. THE PAPER WAS SO, SO BAD. SO BAD THAT IT WAS RIDICULOUS. I mean, why would O Level's paper be difficult? It doesn't make sense really, every single person that took the physics exam walked out of the exam hall literally clawing their faces because IT WAS SO BLOODY RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT. argh. So I basically felt like utter shit because i know i've screwed up almost every science paper i took, went straight back home and took a solid 2 hour nap. 

I've known for quite a while now that i'm probablyyyy gonna get 13/14 for my L1R5, no less. It's not only about not making it to my dream JC, but it really is the fact that i studied like a dog in a cage for the past two months, only to screw up so many papers. The feeling SUCKS. What's worst is knowing that people are going to look at me and say : "This girl studies so hard but is still an idiot, it's like useless." 

ARGH. O LEVELS SUCK. screw the o levels. screw Cambridge. I'm done, whatever it is i'm just going to work really hard for my Paper 1s and party hard afterwards. 

ANYHOO, here are some pictures from grad dayyyy! 

Disclaimer: These are ALL koped from other people, because me, being an idiot, lost my bloody camera and also forgot to bring another camera along with me on graduation day. So i probably took a hundred photos on that day but are with loads of other people, i don't know if i'll ever get to see them my entire life LOL. So yeah. 

 R6 power!!!!!!!!!!!! 

And since today is thursday, here's a #throwbackthursday picture hohoho. 

Big hair don't care!! 

see you guyzzzzz, watching perks tomorrow awyeahhh

xx <3

Graduation Day 2012

I don't even know where to start. All i know is I never realized that i could hurt so much over saying goodbye to a bunch of people. Today marks the day we graduate from Ngee Ann Secondary School. It's crazy to think that it has been four long years. It feels like yesterday when me and Xin Ying saw each other for the first time at sec 1 orientation, freaking out at the fact that we were lucky enough to be in the same class. It feels like it was just yesterday when the clique went to Genevieve's house to lepak for the first time. It feels like it was just yesterday when we took the picture above. It feels like it was just yesterday when we were joking and laughing while sitting in the majestic 4R1 classroom.

It has been BARELY 2 years, yet i feel like I can't even remember a part of my life when i didn't had this amazing clique by my side. We've had lots of ups & downs, we had lots of fights. And I can't even tell you how many times i stayed up late at night, how many times i felt like i was in a pit. How many times I cried out to God, asking Him to bring us back together. I hate fighting, I didn't want to fight. I can't describe the guilt i felt when i knew that I contributed to a conflict within us. I get jealous, but i don't show it. I shrug it off.

The truth is, I think no one has ever cared about me as much as the clique did. (Other than my family duh) They did so much for me, they went through so much planning and trouble and effort for my birthday just to make me feel special and make it memorable for me. They can easily cheer me up by saying a simple joke, or just seeing them laugh can make my day better. They have been there for me in so many many many MANY ways, and they don't even realize it. ;')

I don't know lah but.... can't even describe how much i'll miss them.

As you grow and mature in life, you'll meet people that will completely change your life, there aren't always a lot of them, but one thing i'm sure of is that meeting the clique has changed my life in more ways than one. I really can't stand the thought of us growing distant, like REAAALLL distant to the point that we would walk past each other without saying hi. Oh god, that would crush me. They mean a LOT to me, and.... aiyah fuck it i don't even know how to put it, i just know that they are practically my family, and i genuinely am thankful to have friends like them.

MY DARLING CLIQUE! If any of you are reading this, i just hope you know that you really have been there for me in SO many ways. I am one blessed motherfucker to have friends like you, you bring a lot of laughter to my life, you guys are such joys to be with. And i hope that as every one of you grow up into adults, get jobs and get married, have kids... you'll never forget your fun times as a teenager in Ngee Ann Secondary school. Promise me that you will grow up to be people of character, that you'll be nice to people, that you'll always remember to give back to the people around you, AND THAT YOU'LL FINISH YOUR FOOD OKAY, fuckers. T.T LOLOLOL MOVING ON, i really really really believe that you guys can do great things in the future. Promise me that you'll always follow your dreams. 

Yong Qi: If you wanna become a rockstar and an oppurtunity arises for you, promise me that you'll take it and make your dreams come true. 

Leroy: I know you always wanted to be a pilot, and if you do one day, please promise me you'll fly safely!!! 

Xin Ying: If you open a bakery shop in the future that becomes really really bloody famous, promise me that you'll give me discount when i buy my kids' birthday cakes from your store okay. 

Genevieve: I don't really know what path you're going to take in the future tbh LOL but if you meet any setbacks, you HAVE TO believe in yourself and believe in what you do. Promise me that you'll never give up.

Janice: YOU my friend, are capable of so so so so soooo much. Promise me that you'll follow your dreams and be successful in the future. Marry someone who can stand your OCD lol and most importantly, find someone who can love you wholeheartedly and let you believe that you're beautiful. 

Ee Shen: Mr. Bufflord, I don't know why but i just predict that you'll be bloody rich as hell in the future. And if you become a millionare; promise me you won't forget the people (especially moi) that were by your side as you grew up. INVITE US TO YOUR HOUSE AND LET US TOUR YOUR MILLION-DOLLAR MANSION LOL. 

David: You need to find a good wife, be a great husband and have a perfect family that will make you happy okay!! Promise me you'll persevere through all the hardships thrown at you, because i know you can do it. 

Chen Yi: I worry about you my darling chenyi, promise me you won't get cheated on by nasty and mean people out there in the cruel society. You're so bright and so capable of so much, promise me you'll grow up to be successful. 

That's all folks. Just left with O levels and it's time to say goodbye. 

I love you all, and i will always be there for you, just like how you were always there for me. 

你们一定要幸福哦 xx 

xx <3

Life of an O Level student.

You have no idea how many times I've been on this page, the "Create New Post" page. I would say about 895 times? I don't know but i feel like my life is so boring, i have barely ANYTHING to talk about. Well, i actually do have things on my mind i want to talk about, but it's way too sensitive to put online where everyone can see it, while some other things are just better kept in memory than voiced out. So in other words, i kind of lost my social life for the past... two months already? 

Being an O Level student is crazy, i never thought it would be this intense. Sure, I admit i've actually kind of gotten used to it; all the studying 24/7 and all, it's natural for every O Level student tbh.

But then again 'naturally' doesn't mean 'easy'. 

I'm like a STUDYING MACHINE! I go to school, i study, i get home and after i shower, i study. After dinner, i study. Just before i go to bed, i'm still studying. I don't even know how i what i spend all that studying time on, i just know that i keep studying and i keep studying. But i guess studying does pay off because i improved MAJORLY during my prelims II!!!! 

During Prelim I, my L1R5 score was 25. Hideous, i know. Horrible, i agree. Absurd, i get it. I was bloody disappointed lah and i think i wrote a blog post about it too, not specifically but vaguely about my Prelim I results. Because with an L1R5 of 25 points I can't even crawl my way into JC on my knees! So i was DETERMINED to study hard, get a better L1R5 score for Prelim II, that's more important than Prelim I, right? 

Guess what? I scored L1R5 14 for Prelim II. *BIG FAT SMILEY FACE HERE*

I'm not trying to boast about my results lah ok i mean, let's be honest, there's probably about 99999999 people in my cohort with better L1R5 scores than me and probably scores that i can only DREAM of getting, in my entire life, ever. BUT STILL, 11 POINTS IMPROVEMENTS can I please get an approving smile. Thank You. That's all i need. *wipes tears*

Anyway back to O Level preparation, can i just say that it's bloody torturous to have to count down the days to the start of O Levels, and it feels even WORSE counting down to the END of the O Levels!!!! 

Alright, i think I'll just stop here because long posts are boring (at least that's what i think). I don't even know when i'll be blogging again, probably in another 800 millions years HAHA. 

WALAO SO CUTE I BUAY TAHAN ALR I'M GONNA DROWN IN HIS SEA OF CUTENESS. 

k anyway bye, don't miss me too much. 

And if you're stressed out too, lemme tell you that YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. It's gonna be over soon! 

xx <3

Post Prelim II

HAVEN'T SEEN YOU GUYS IN A WHILE NOW
How y'all doing?!

How long has it been? Like, 800 million years? LOL JK. It has been almost a month! 

I feel as if i turned vegetarian for a month and i just turned back into a meat eater TROLOLOLOL so i'm kinda excited to be back on the computer again haha. 

PRELIMS ARE OVER AWWWYEEAAAHHHHHHH 

Got back a bunch of my prelim results during school today but i'm not gonna put it up here yet COZ I DON'T WANT TO! lol plus it wasn't very good, i EASILY could have done better if i wasn't so darn careless and all. 

Sigh.

ANYWAY, feeling good that prelim is over, but i'm only letting myself party for two days before i start mugging like an idiot again. WE HAVE 32 DAYS TO O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!! 

RANDOM PHOTOS DURING PRELIM LIFE. 

They're actually quite mundane and boring lah, as you all would have expected. 

Teacher's Day celebration

Had CHILL-OUT DAY which is basically the whole school having Ben & Jerry's ice cream together in the school hall to break a record in Singapore's Book Of Records haha.

NGEE ANN SEC NOW HOLDS THE RECORD OF MOST PEOPLE HAVING ICE-CREAM AT THE SAME TIME WEEEHOOOO

If was for a good cause as well, the ice cream was sponsored to us by Ben & Jerry's but the students donated their own money for the ice cream to raise funds for the Straits Times School Pocket Money Fund. I think my school is lovely for doing this haha.

National Day 2012

During a class activity when we had to brainstorm and come up with a National-Day-themed video. We all had great fun lol i swear my friends are damn ridiculous when it comes to brainstorming for ideas. WE DIDN'T WIN ANYTHING FOR THE VIDEO THO but ok.... I had fun that day. :)

Jerlyn's Birthday

(shamelessly koped off her blog)

Jerlyn's birthday falls on NATIONAL DAY WOOHOO!! Her family rented out a really cool chalet for her at Changi and she had a bunch of people over. LOL SO FUNNY she actually didn't know we (the cousins) were gonna be there so when she saw us she totally screamed HAHAHA. 

Visiting Baby Olly

LOOK AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO PRECIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWHHHHHHHHH seriously i'm gonna spoil her so much man i'll buy her the nicest tutus and dresses EVER!!!!! Haha i just love having her sleeping in my arms :') 

Shit man why am i acting so motherly LOLOLOLOL I just love kids, can't blame me, they're adorable. 

Her name isn't REALLY Olly, it's Olivia. But i like calling her Olly BECAUSE IT'S CUTE. And in case you don't know, she's my newborn baby cousin. :>

16 September - Good hair day 

SELFIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

When i was supposed to be studying LOL but i couldn't resist, i liked my hair a lot that day! Finally getting the hang of messy buns whew. 

INSTAGRAM PHOTOS OF THE WEEK 

My study table (AKA my dog cage) and how it looks like during prelim period when i'm doing revision.

My brother literally just randomly snuck into my room while i was at the toilet and pasted this post-it note on my SS notes LOLOLOLOL "Boobies"

Mini-cupcakes!!! Had these with Jerlyn at some relatives-get-together. They were REALLYYYYYY GOOD, just that i took the cream/icing off because it kind of looks like it'll make me gain extra 80 pounds if i ate it LOL. 

Caught Step Up Revolution with erika and yishan yesterday and IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD. If you're looking for a movie to watch right now, i totally recommend Step Up. DAMN, EVERYTHING WAS SO GOOD ABOUT THAT MOVIE!! Especially the dance choreography, geez, i was glad the cinema was dark because i was gaping like an idiot the entire time LOL. 

HAHAHAH ERIKA AND HER FUNNY FACES LOVE HER TOO MUCH!! 

ABRUPT ENDING 

alright it's 4.46pm annndddd i'm gonna go take a nap. life is good after prelims. buhbye.

xx <3

Stressed.

Sorry i just have to put up a cute bieber photo. Because i'm very stressed.

I'm very stressed. 

He helps me cope with my stress, as corny as it sounds, but it's true. 

Are you 'O' Level students out there stressed as i am? I don't know. Maybe it's just me. 

But i'm still fucking stressed. 

xx <3

Evenings in London.

SORRY FOR MY 8 MILLION YEAR DISAPPEARANCE 

But i've been WAY too busy studying + doing homework for the past few weeks! I know, i'm a nerd. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT RIGHT, last time i checked, we have around 76 days left to O levels asdfghlkdjglkdfglkfg i'll seriously die if i don't get serious now. 

I'm blogging today because it's National Day Celebrations day & we only had 2 hours of school. SOOOO i thought i would let myself relax a little. BTW, i finally managed to go to Harry Potter The Exhibition last sunday!!! It's was bloody amazing ok, nothing like i've ever seen before. If you're a potterhead you HAVE to go to the exhibition!! $24 but very worth it trust me!! 

And i bring grave news as well...................................................................

ilostthedigitalcamerathatthecliquegavemeformybirthday.....

I KNOW LAH I'M AN IDIOT, I'M ALSO DAMN SAD ABOUT IT LAH TBFH T.T Got a lot of photos inside ley asddghljklfgh...... we tried everything to get it back but still didn't find it. I guess some bastard took it and ran off, MY FAITH FOR KIND SINGAPOREANS IS LIKE..... *shattered*.

ANYWAY, HAPPY HOLIDAYS Y'GUYS! Actually only 4 days lah but having day-offs is quite a miracle already. 

SEE Y'ALL IN ANOTHER 8 MILLION YEARS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA

xx <3

O levels

98 DAYS TO O LEVELS 

OH MY HOLY SHIT BALLS IN DEAR MOTHERLAND OF CHRIST I JUST REALIZED THAT WE HAVE BARELY 3 MONTHS LEFT TO PREPARE AND I JUST REALIZED AS WELL THAT I'M ACTUALLY DAMN STUPID SO IF I DON'T START PROPER NOW I'LL NEVER GET INTO JC HOLY SHIZZLES. 

HOW NOW BROWN COW. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M STILL WRITING THIS BLOG POST WHAT THE HELL when i'm supposed to be working on my biology essay questions. 

Anyway, jiayou everybody, if you're taking O's this year. 

FINAL LAP ALREADY, IT'S NOW OR NEVER. 

Don't do something now that you'll regret this time next year. 

xx <3

Normalcy.

This is Avalanna. 

She's six years old, a very young and precious little girl, she is absolutely adorable and everyone who's met her will totally fall in love with her. From this photo, she looks like a normal child, pretty obvious that she loves Justin Bieber and is a huge belieber. She looks beautiful, don't you think?

But what you probably would've never expected, is that she is diagnosed with a rare brain cancer AT/RT, at the young age of six years old. She has two cancerous tumors and is expected to have to go through long long loooong periods of intense treatment such as chemotherapy and radiation. Also, i hate to say this, but we know most children with brain cancer don't get to live till a very old age. 

Justin Bieber found out about Avalanna's story and heard that she's a big big BIG belieber, so he flew her out a couple months ago to be with him and he just spent the entire day with this six-year-old girl playing board games and having fun. He even had a fake marriage with Avalanna and called her Mrs Bieber, it made her so happy. How cute is that? Ever since then, Justin has kept Avalanna close to his heart and never forgot about her. He talks to her and checks up on her frequently, he also flies her out to places like New York to spend time with him and let her watch his concerts. He does a lot, as much as he can, to make this little six-year-old girl feel special, he made her the OLLG of one of his concerts, bought her a fake engagement ring, have fun with her and even gave her her first kiss. He even flew Avalanna out to Malaysia a couple days ago and played with her by the pool. And he does all of these on top of his busy touring/promo schedule, he's a mega-superstar, he doesn't have to do this, but he still did, just to make sure he could be there for a little girl who is suffering from a disease. Not to mention, he gets emotional really easily during TV interviews of concerts when he talks about Avalanna, it just shows how genuinely concerned he is for her. and i think that's a sweetest thing in the world. 

When i read about Avalanna's story, my heart ached because i cannot believe that there are children out there like Avalanna that are suffering from cancer and diseases at such a young age. I've always had a soft spot for children and i always wish for children all around the world to be able to have a wonderful and joyful childhood, because they deserve it, they don't deserve to go through all the crap and sufferings from the complicated society and world we're in today, because they're just so tiny and innocent. And to know that many children out there are fighting to stay alive and fighting to beat diseases like cancer YET i can't really do anything at all to help them really breaks my heart. I wanna help them, but i don't know how and i don't think i can do anything either at this young age. I don't have the money or the knowledge to help them. All i can do is to silently pray for their recovery and wish for their happiness. I want to help children out there that are suffering, i will find a way one day. But for now, i can only hope. 

Which brings me to my next point, if you can, please do say a little prayer tonight, for the children of the world who are suffering from cancer, from rare diseases, from disabilities, from hunger or from abuse. It takes less than a minute to just have a moment of silence and pray sincerely to ask for them to be safe and healthy. You may not believe this but a little prayer goes a long way as long as you are sincere. They're just children, they don't deserve to go through so much crap or die at an early age. Even beliebers have grown attached to Avalanna, i just can't imagine the fact that she may disappear from this world any time at such a young age. Imagine how her parents would feel, imagine how the parents of all the other children around the world suffering from cancer would feel, it's heart breaking to think about it. 

Treat others the way you wish to be treated. Help other people but ask for nothing in return. Think of the less-fortunate and never EVER take normalcy for granted. Take your own life seriously and live it to the fullest. Be kind to people around you everyday and be helpful and useful to the society. Remember the people that got you to success and remember those friends that accompanied you through think and thin. Be thankful for the most ordinary yet necessary things you have in your life and always share your privileges with the less fortunate. Never take anyone or anything for granted and cherish the people around you and the things they do for you.  

It goes a long way, it'll not only benefit people around you, but also your own life. 

Btw a little bit more on Justin; i'm so bloody damn glad that my idol is someone like Justin. He really has a big heart and does SO much for people, it's incredible. I mean, he's probably the richest 18 year old in the entire damn world, yet he is able to stay grounded, stay humble and be so kind to people. This is not the first  'Good Samaritan' act that he's done, he's already started a charity drive, donates money to countries suffering from natural disasters, gives donations to needy schools and buys toys for the students there too. He meets "Make A Wish" kids EVERY SINGLE NIGHT during his 116-show tour and does so so so much more to give back to the society through the means of charity. 

And i'm really glad Justin isn't some trashy artist who thinks that throwing vulgarities everywhere is a cool thing, that he isn’t getting famous JUST for the sake of getting rich and popular, that he doesn't make crappy meaningless music ALL about sex and drugs, he genuinely wants to give his beliebers good music and be the PERFECT role model for us and many other young lives out there. He goes all out to make people happy yet ask for nothing in return, and he uses his fame and power for the right reasons. I'm proud to call myself a belieber, Justin really is my hero. I look up to him, a lot. 

I swear if i had that kind of money and influence on people, i would use it for the right reasons; just like he does every day. 

SORRY FOR THE LONG WORDY POST THAT MAY BE KIND OF BORING FOR THOSE OUT THERE WHO DON'T CARE ABOUT THINGS LIKE THESE, but i do. 

I'm just feeling rant-ish these few days, i don't know why. 

I'm sorry for posting two SUPER LENGTHY posts in a row! Haha i'll make it up to you readers real quick, i'll blog about the #913bieberfest i attended last sunday, maybe? LOL K SET. No promises though haha. 

Bye guys, hope y'all had a great day and remember to be nice to people always! 

xx <3


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Post note: 
Avalanna passed away on the morning of 26 September 2012. 
She was six years old. 


RIP Avalanna.

The world lost a fighter but heaven gained an angel.