Tuesday, May 15, 2012

It doesn't matter anymore.


I think the photo in the previous post is an absolutely horrendous photo of myself and i just hate the fact that it's the first thing that people see when they come onto my blog. SO HERE I AM with a mundane post and a random picture just to redeem myself. 
And yes you probably realized by now this photo is edited (LOL YES, DUH) as you can tell from the brown hair and .... stuff. HAHAHAHAHAHA don't say i never share good stuff with you readers okay, i edited this photo with this website  and it's reaaaaaaaallllyyyyyy good, especially all the effects!! aahh!!

And just the original photo to show you guys the difference, 
how cool is that!!?


 This picture was actually taken when we went to the beach to celebrate Gen's birthday WAAAAAAYYYY before prelims started. Haha i know i promised i would blog about it but these few days no mood ah so bo bian, might as well delay it RATHER THAN write a crappy and boring post right! 

Anyway these few days has been damn messed up lor especially today wtf i feel depressed and irritated so easily, i think it's PMS or something, i don't know. Or it's simply the fact that i did fucking lousy for prelims and that if i don't improve by the time o levels come i may not even make it poly lor. 

And also the fact that people say things like "I never study also get so much better than you lor!" and make me even more depressed. Yea, sure, that was mean of them but then again i'm not even mad at them because of what they said, i was more mad at MYSELF because what they said was true. I work so hard and i study everyday like a dog in a dog cage, and i get results like these. 

Like what can i do lor? GAWD WHY AM I A STUDENT. 



On a sidenote: INTENSIVE MT IS SO BORING AND ANNOYING ARRGGHHHH why must we have it with express chinese boohoo T.T I'd rather we get lessons on subjects that we really need help in, like MATH for me. Major sigh. 


xx <3

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